I am all of these and none of these. There are times in your life that you come to an internal crossroad. It's not a physical thing, its a subconscious feeling that something needs to change. You can sense it, like a primal instinct that you need to change something. A few years ago, I had this similar feeling and figured it out to be graduate school. Right now, I cant put my finger on it, but I feel it building, yearning for something. I know I need to expand my horizons, get out and meet more people and explore more things; yet, at the same time, I feel I am having an internal conflict of needing to clean and organize something. The irony of this, I have already gone through almost everything in my apartment and minimized. I have already started to complete all the millions of little projects I have been putting off for years, and reading the last few chapters of about 10 different books. Sigh, its a beautiful day and I need to get out in it! Have a good one.